Sleep Paralysis, it’s a demonic attack.
After I posted the Mark of the Beast article, I did some more work for a few hours and then I went to sleep. I had a dream of demons and symbols of some kind, they were teaching me their demonic language in this dream. I do not remember too much of it, the setting was very hell-like and the symbols looked like the ones from the enochian magick alphabet. They had some kind of stone computers and the screen had I believe a green coloured set of symbols on it. There were people there too, trying to teach me this language and other people said they had invented their own demonic language. I’ve never had a dream like this before, it was strange.
Then everything becomes black and I wake up, I knew in the dream it was a dream and when I woke up I knew I was awake, but I could not move or speak. I felt the same familiar feeling of induced fear as in my testimony, but not as strong this time. My biggest fear however is never the demon itself, it’s calling out to Jesus and Him not responding or helping me. So I call out to Him and the demon and the feeling is still there and I hear it behind me very clearly, laughing but also whispering something that I could not make out. I call out to Jesus more, I’m afraid God has left me or does not want to help me for some reason, but I continue. I keep saying ‘Jesus help me’ ‘In Jesus name depart from me’ but it’s still there, until eventually it goes away.
I felt sadness because the very first time, being an atheist nonetheless, when I called out to Jesus, when the attack was hundreds of times stronger it stopped immediately. But this did not, I had to find answers to this problem, because I know I am saved, so this must be some kind of demonic trick, not leaving immediately. Perhaps they adapted somehow, because as an atheist they would never imagine me crying out to Jesus, I never imagined I’d ever do it so perhaps they were not ready, their guard was down the first time? We have to remember these things have thousands of years of knowledge, they are not confined to the flesh, they do not forget things or get Alzheimer etc. What I found was the following on a website.
Though this is not always the case, the first time you try to use the authority that Jesus has given you on a demon, it may try to act like it doesn’t bother them. Trust me, it’s an act, and it’s taking everything they have to hold it together. This usually is only possible because the first time a Christian tries to rebuke a demon, they are usually not very confident, or they might not be saying anything that is particularly harmful to them. The demons have to use this opportunity of your weak attempt to try to scare you back into your shell. Don’t fall for this age-old trick. You have to realize that they NEVER wanted you to figure this out; it’s game over for them if you do. So the last card they can play is trying to make you think it doesn’t work in hopes that you will never try it again. I promise you the name and authority of Jesus is the absolute worst thing in the world for them. The bolder and more confident you become in using the authority of Christ, the more success you will have. I will discuss this in more detail in the section of this book called “Can Christians Get Sleep Paralysis.”
Yesterday I asked God to strengthen my faith, I am wondering if that has something to do with what happened tonight? Each time I have asked for Him to try my faith it’s always been very direct and powerful, so it could have something to do with the attack as well, I am not sure.
But anyway, next time if sleep paralysis happens, I am sending one straight to the abyss. Or perhaps I should command it to do my laundry for me and then send it to the abyss? The more experience we have with demons the less scary they become. I have a lot of growing to do, I was only saved a year ago. Even though I know a lot about the new world order and all of these ‘secrets’ there is nothing better than experience.